wilted.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

I used to love working, but everything seems so sian now.
The people are leaving, and it's like within 2 months I see my name moving up the list.
And now even wendy's gone.
Management's going to change drastically, and I guess more politics will come in sooner or later?
The only things which are keeping me there are the people.
Then again, how many will remain there?
So yesterday a woman approached me and asked if I would like to be a waitress at Hotel Grand Copthrone. The other time when someone had done the same, I immediately rejected. This time round, I felt like a betrayer when I accepted her namecard? I dunno..
How???
Hotel= higher pay, more experience, eye-opener
Hotel= more politics, only serving, probably lesser schedule, ~~tps people~~
Then again, what's the point of staying when everyone will be gone eventually?
dunno eh, don't think i will work if i go jc anyway.. hmm...

didn't get to donate my blood yesterday.
my blood pressure was only 94 which the examiner said was relatively low:(
boo..
maybe next time try again when "best friend" is gone.

i feel like going back to CTSS on CNY celebration this friday before work
Those who want to go can jio me along eh:)
Cuz apparently, YiLin's working, Jas will be in school, Keiko may not be interested.
Maybe asking Van/Lynn/Yuen Yi later, hah:)
Cuz I really want to talk to mr et, luan lao shi, mrs yong
~~ms seah~~ cuz I think she didn't really help much ( o lvl period left sch at 3 plus everyday. what is this man.)
'am just afraid that everything's going to be so rush since I'll be doing opening at 10.

and did I mention?
I'll be working for 41.5 hours next week.
damn hardcore, ahaha...
more moolah but i think i'll get k/o eh...
like out of 5 working days 4 are full shifts, woots..
So I'm set on buying the pair of heels from charles and keith
(It's a very nice pair at only $12.90, cheaper than mondo!!!)
quick quick somebody, call me a cheapo now..

But aye, I save what I earn k!:)
I really hope I can be financially independent, which I'm currently.
Definitely, it's way easier if I were to go poly, hmm..
yea, 30 Jan, I can't wait:) (poly/jc/poly/jc/poly/jc?)

oh, and I feel like starting A Math from scratch, then retake as private candidate.
The only regret I have for my results is that I dropped A Math so "ABSENT" appeared there.
I know I wouldn't have done as well if I didn't drop A Math but well..
it's human's nature to be greedy, and sometimes,
little bit of greed can strive us to work harder, no? :)

it's supposed to capture both of us on my phone, but end up only me.
still look nice eh:)
and my fingers look long here! :))

i think to need to jog to get rid of my thunder thighs D:

clkl: whoo carene i knew it was u!!! nah i'm not a bimbo cuz my brainS are here! *points to both sides of head* call me a bimbo and i shall kill you and gary's child.. oh hoho *flips hair, struts off*

Yilin: eh you're not fat, just very fair so don't look as toned as you seems la.. haha.. and i love ba kwa and pineapple tarts! damn fattening but nice. expect myself to gain 1.5 kg after cny *shudders*

Ruby: tank keeww ferr taggingx, lurbs lurbs euu worzz... AHA :D

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