wilted.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Yup so I've submitted my JAE form on Thursday night.
Lol and I think everybody's bloghopping nowadays?
Hahaha.. It's like before the results the counter displayed 700++
Now it's like 928? woots.
I thought my blog was boring without the pictures:/
It's for myself to read anyway, so I seldom spend much effort eh.
Anyway, I'm really lazy to list out my choice so I just scanned in the whole chunk.

sorry, i know it's really blur
maybe i should switch to livejournal/xanga?:/

Anyway, i don't think I will get in AJ and i was actually more interested in SA than AJ
then again, I love SA as much as NP.
If I were to put SA as my first choice, i most likely get in?
Then I will feel quite sad that I didn't choose BFS instead.
If I were to put BFS instead, i will feel sad that I didn't choose SA instead.
so I kinda threw my first choice away and see where fate will lead me to.
Cuz it's like,
I don't think I can get into AJ? (and yea mugger school)
Cuz their COP for science is 8
Then I met SA's COP for science, but I didn't put it as first choice so they may not want me.
Then BFS? I dunno, they may not want me too since it wasn't my first choice.
okok I know it sounds really confusing but well..
Actually results doesn't matter so long as I get into any of my first 5 choices yea:)

And yup, I didn't choose any Art stream cuz I was afraid that it's not easy to do well in Humans subjects.
And ~~long long essays~~!
So I think it increases the competition too since many would want the Science stream.
Looking forward to 30 Jan I guess:)
I want to know where I would end up in.

So I was saying about changing blog.
I think my url's quite emo?
which is very not for me now.
i dunno.
i cheered up so much alr, yet i'm still stuck at this blog here.
hahaha:)
then again, it took me a while to draw the rose eh *points upwards*
aha, people must be so stunned now. (Si Pei draw?)
whooo.. I'm very artistic one ok!!!
siao siao..
haha:D
but the skin looks so emo too, yet the content is ":D :D :D"
see how, see how..

Gonna work later, and tmr's my off day! :)
Jackson's been asking me to work full time but I dunno eh.
Like now I'm already having very very limited time for myself already..
i think don't want la.
and I can't help but to sense something fishy too..
hmm..
*zips mouth*

Most likely going to the blood bank to donate blood tmr.
Yay Dad's nice to help me sign the form :D
then find sweet after that I guess:)
Tuesday helping guides out for CCA open house before work.
The girls are tying the same swing structure that we did last year I guess:)

Before yesterday, I was really afraid that we will not last if I were to go jc.
Somehow I think I'm so selfish, putting SA even when I know he wants me to be in NP.
Then again, if our bond is really strong, nothing will break us apart rite?:)
Still, I think I'm really really selfish..
He's done so much for me, why can't I just choose NP for him, for the relationship?
why why why..
ya I'm a bad girlfriend..

ws: heh, thanks! :)
GARY: sorry eh:(

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