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Monday, April 13, 2009

Keiko's very belated birthday celebration on Fri.
Marina Barrage was damn nice, think it's a great place for couples (:
umbrella has to come in handy though,
there's no covered walkway to the shuttle bus pick up point from the station.
that day was raining, thunderstorm and all so got really drenched w/o the umbrella
yilin dear was sweet enough to fetch me from the drop-off point at the barrage! :D
yea so everything was great, brought keiko's birthday cake, mango strudel (:
and yilin's sandwiches were damn nice!(:
loved the seafood one cuz like never eaten before? (like sound so suagu!)

my painstakingly-baked cheesecake for the birthday:) the brown thing is the digestive crackers topping. Looks ok eh, er no?

super lots of people. cuz it's ol' goody goody friday (:

the structure looks good standing on it's on like that, and yea lots of people flying kite!
should try it some time, bit scary though, seeing the kite from far with just a string attached :/

i like the background, the clouds make me feel so lazy (:

big eyes. small eyes.

SMALL EYES! tsk.

i think i will miss yilin as much as she misses me now.
hahahaha.
i like it that she's direct and always being herself.
doubt i can find someone like this in np lo:/
well?

eh girl doesn't mean that if I don't call you I've forgotten you alr le k!(:
It's just that I've got no life and you know it, and I know NJ kid like you is busy too.
hahaha 4 years of friendship aren't for nothing know!
I still remember how you couldn't blow the flute during sec 1 band try-out and psycho-ed me to join guides eh :D heh heh.

take a look back at the days in reminiscence when we fought hard for Os and you thought you would never get into NJ and I thought I would really fail my Os badly. I think without your motivation I wouldn't have done it eh (:

we got albert to carry the birthday girl, and i think they look really sweet, yea?(:

it's really rare for us to have such a outing like this, and i think when school reopens chances may be slimmer?
it's alright for keiko and me since we'll be in the same school.
but well.. CT people are still the best :/

Pei Qi's advanced birthday celebration at night.
As usual, everything was crazy!
hahaha..
well it seems like it's one of the last few gatherings before i'm leaving? hmmm:/
i hope we'll still keep in touch cuz it's been so great working with everyone, bonding tgt, etc.
got to leave early though due to tuition@ Taman Jurong the next morning D:

look at the spread, er, in the merge of finishing? hah :)

satisfied birthday girl: Pei Qi.
cake's from Angie's Choice. Bought the same one for Yilin's birthday last year.
cookies n'cream, but the cookies seemed to be limited as always, hmm?:/
Sweet Secret's still me numba one nehxxx

photos weren't of high quality, mostly candid lol.

hi wanyi? hahaha

I think this angle makes a person's face looks ROUND! heh heh.

yini going hysterical, as always (:

i think this pic looks damn SCANDALOUS hahaha

eh i think i smile better with teeth but :)

with sweet:) and i think it's very very rare for him to smile in photos!!
i like this one despite the bad photo quality cuz we were BOTH SMILING :)
like one in 101.

and i was really into the camwhore mood cuz the lighting was fantastic!

another poor quality photo, with me having SMALL eyes.
but both smiling yea? (:

i think Fir has got the tai-tai look i dunno why. lol.

Flea Market with yilin on sunday!
it's i think the biggest one if i'm not too wrong, and yea it was HUGE.
like 3-storeys?
and it was my first time to a flea market:) (suagu, i know)
yea i think we both had this lobang from ruby? who happened to be selling her stuff there.
things were damn cheap, but you can never be an impulsive buyer cuz prices started going down towards the end of the sale.
the best part was the bargaining, and i think yilin's still the ultimate!
hahaha.
she haggled a $10 topshop top for $6, then $8 but i think the seller was persistant, oh well ):
great deal though.

and the loots!:D

$10 kimono top, haggled for $8

floral blouse@ 5$, doesn't look good here, but i think it's nice when you wear spaghetti top inside then tie a knot at the hem or something (:

$5 m)phosis top haggled to $4.50 :)

$8 shorts from outfitters which was bargained till 6 bucks.

$15 Levis shorts haggled to $8. I think this is the best hahaha.

eh i think i sound so cheapo but this is what you do in flea market what, no?!

yea happy happy(:
i think it's a good way to de-stress lo..
really!!!

i feel so dead now, cuz Sat is CT's speech day, and I've yet to buy my YA uni.
actually i think wearing the YA tee is already enough, but I think Miss Liew doesn't think so?
hmmm..
i think buying it is quite a waste of money cuz i don't think we will often get to wear it.
well well...
ok main pt now is that i have yet to buy it!
how?!
i don't mind making a trip down to the HQ myself first then buy for Jas Keiko and Yilin since we cfm can't coordinate your timing.
probably tmr?
hmm...

kop-ed from GGS's web
i really cannot imagine myself in this cuz it looks kind of old.
but no choice? haha..

checked my time-table just now.
ending school at 4, 5pm everyday, bit sian :/
fri's the best though, 12noon, woots.
i think it's quite a bad coincidence that the guy is going to be in the same class as me but well...
my class's like majority guys.
10 guys at least and 6 girls if i'm correct.
i'm not complaining, just that it's a bit imbalanced?
haha..

i'm looking forward to school, but seems like there's only one person whom i know i the class.
and it's not helping that i got to get into the study mood.
so much for the 6months-holiday yea:/
sian-ed.
on a brighter note,
CTSS speech day and carnvial this sat! (:
yilin's going up the stage for being one of the tops during Os :D
they should invite me too, for making such a good progress^^
okok, bad joke bad joke.

got to get ready and teach tuition soon.
sian.
饶了我吧 D:

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20090413/tts-norway-sex-offbeat-c1b2fc3.html
I think this is rather comical, can go take a look? lol

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Sunday, April 5, 2009

was doing a try-out for xxx's cake just now. (eh i hope she doesn't read my blog)
thought the cake recipe was fine,
just that my oven's always very "hot"
and things always get burnt before the instructed time.
hahaha..
yea so it was rather brown but taste was good:)
i excluded sour cream though, since i could neither find it at shopnsave nor ntuc.
replaced it with few drops of lime juice, and more cream cheese and flour.
hope nothing goes wrong on fri (:

now that i have more free time i've been thinking about what to do with my life after school reopens.
will definitely continue working at MTC though it's not really a good company.
all because of the good pay (12.50/hr after i enters poly)
since when have i became so realistic?
choosing money over happiness.
i hate this thing about myself, but i got to come up with my own pocket money.
definitely not because my family can't make it.
it's just that i want to be independent. financially.

don't want to take up too many jobs either, i got to concentrate on studies soon.
i've been pondering whether to quit TPS since ages ago, and i probably will.
why why, i've been so happy working there.
again, because of money.
something without a life, without a soul, yet able to control a person unconditionally. ironic.

then i do wonder,
whether will people at TPS miss me once i left.
cuz now that i'm working so little over there,
it feels like i've drifted apart from everyone.
it's not anybody's fault, just a matter of time i guess.
seriously, i think my english is too mediocre to express all my feelings
i'm not someone who just know how to laugh, play and all.
it's just that sometimes it's better not to affect the mood of those around you, no?
i dunno who am i as a person in people's heart.
all i know is that i really love you people from TPS(:

how can there be a workplace without politics?
but yea, y'all had convinced me that it still exists:)
in MTC there's just this barrier between everyone and I dunno why.
and no matter how friendly Max is the things he say always makes me feel that there's motive behind the words.
very unlike TPS.
maybe i should be old enough to learn to guard myself from those around me.
i don't want.
why must we be so wary of each other?
if no one hides any motive then everything will be fine, isn't it?
aiya i dunno.

sian it's a rainy day, so gloomy.

on a random note,
i want to move to livejournal or maybe xanga.
tired of blogger already.

it's such a boring post.
don't like :(

posted @awilted-rose.blogspot.com { 10:47 PM }

Friday, April 3, 2009

finally.
free time for me to blog
FINALLY.
woots.
it's been sooo long since i've got some time on my own.
really.

everyday's student care in the morning, waking up at 6am.
then tuition till evening or night, then settle all the stuff needed to be done
mark worksheets, meet sweet, get ready for school, go out with family, etc etc.
it's like all the things supposed to be done in 12 hours were squeezed into a weeny time span of 3 hours
Sat is like tuition mania.
Morning go Taman Jurong for one-to-one tuition, then 2 classes at MTC till evening and next all the commitments.
Sunday TPS!
Like everyday no off day for me.
yea, it's TOTAL no off day at all.
hahaha...

Well quitted student care and Wed was my last day!
I will definitely miss the kids there but i need my long awaited break too.
Afterall, I can still see them whenever I go for my classes eh:)

It's been a month plus since I have taken a full day break,
to go out for the whole day with sweet, out with the girls, with my family or even just stone at home and do nothing.
but i think the next off day for me is probably next sun when my parents ask me to go batam with them?:/
tues to thurs NP BA Orientation and yea managed to take off for the afternoon classes then going to MTC for evening ones.
The rest would be tuition and tuition and MORE TUITION.
well, at least don't have to wake up so early ba.
I'm contented (:

This post's so boring, I'm talking about my everyday hectic schedule and mundane life.
Or is there a life to start with?:/
tsk tsk tsk, I've like been working non-stop everyday right after my O level ended.
I think I deserve to buy myself something worth pampering?
hmmm..
I dunno, I want invest on a goood good bag.
But well, you know that chew see pui is damn cheapo and niiiaaaooo hahahaha (:

Went gym with sweet just now before my tuition and I'm dead tired.
Going for Speech Day rehearsal tmr so probably got to wake up at 7?
though there's tuition marathon tmr :(
I feel quite guilty that I can't commit though I'm a YA so yea...
It's been so long since I've went back to see the girls
and I wonder when will Miss Liew send us down to the HQ to get the uniforms

and I wonder if students know that I don't want tuitions as much as them :/

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